late

So I didn't quite realize just how long it's been since I wrote last and what I had written about.
I must warn you though this is not an infrequent problem because I never have time and I'm not a good writer and don't enjoy it like others do. If you notice the time on each post it will reflect that unless it's after midnight the majority of the time I am not able to just sit and write due to always doing something or being around people(I'm semi-ADD at points for example I love classical music and the Fox Theatre, also contrary to popular belief being able to go to the Fox is reason enough to go to a show. Something about that place is essentially magical.)
Anyways I never know what to write either.
I have trouble making decisions when other people are involved. I feel like I'm not a particularly picky person(others may disagree) and I hate the thought of picking something someone may not enjoy b/c I feel content doing whatever( I think the reason that is b/c it means someone is spending time with me and that means a whole lot to me).
Life has been absolutely nuts since I've been back at Tech for the semester. I'm having a hard time keeping up with everything, this is the first time where I truly believe I won't be able to finish everything not even considering the possibility of finishing strong. I may have bitten off more than I can chew but I feel like God led me to be involved in these things but I don't know I may have just been ignoring Him and being selfish. I'm so grateful to my friends who have helped me so much already by being understanding and doing little things to help.
I feel like I keep getting torn in two by decisions I'm making or need to make yet I can't figure out the "wise" choice and neither option outweighs the other.
I wish life could consist of simply serving God and not having to worry about everything else. ....of course it can be that way... I'm preaching to myself...God knows my heart and will help me through if only I would let Him. I've known this concept for seemingly forever yet I feel like I relearn it alot and this time when He's teaching me it may require I completely break(shatter even) for me to finally see past myself.
Ok this post is extremely "me" focused so I believe I will stop now before you get bored and I become even more self-centered.
PS. Happy Birthday David