Thursday, May 1, 2008

Moving

I'm sooo tired of having to move seemingly constantly(aka twice a semester). I don't know whether it's b/c I've never moved in my life until college or just the repetitive leaving friends and what not. People have been askin' me if I'm ready for summer? glad to be done? looking forward to work? etc other typical life halfway just making small talk questions? I really don't know my answer to these questions this time around. Before I could just half think and come up with the pros and cons, this time, I have no clue. I can't even really come up with a good list, my brain cannot organize my thoughts on this, other than is it time for these already? I feel like each time these questions come closer and closer together leaving little time to process what's happened between. ...
I should probably be sleeping but I can't. I feel like anytime I want to sleep I can't and when I most need to be awake is when my body just shuts down. For example, I didn't have to get up today by any specific time and I wen, to bed not to long after midnight and woke up on my own, no alarm, around 7 I think then tossed and turned until 11 when I finally got up. I know I'm not the only one that suffers from these problems ...
Finals... blah so I ended up only with 2 finals out of a potential 4. Basically I landed my grades in such a middle range that my professor's essentially said don't bother taking the final it won't help your grade, thanks. So I finished Tuesday and I've been hanging around to see everyone and pack, etc. I almost wish(keyword almost) I didn't finish so early and only with 2 finals, everyone is like you stink I know there's no true mean thoughts behind that but I feel like they've forgotten I've been in there position and rarely get a break like this. Anyways I should stop I believe my prose is turning into complaints and not thought provoking content like a blog should be.
Good Luck on finals and get some rest! goodnight

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